Call it what you will,
when tiredness sinks
like syrup in your veins,
turning your body to lead,
thoughts growing heavy
in your head, flowing
like molasses through
the channels of your brain,
feverish and dull, the trick
is to find new dreams to dream,
new thoughts to think, to fight
boredom, and stand up against
the tyranny of despair.
Call it what you will, this
invisible illness bringing
into question your every inaction,
opening the doors of judgment
among the more critical factions
inhabiting your life, setting up
housekeeping in your brain,
changing the ever-changing life
you hoped you'd have, the trick
is to find a likely nook, build a nest,
and crawl in for a few hours
(or days) of rest, come what may,
to turn away from the less than
understanding, and to be willing
to embrace the mystery of it all,
the unnamed maw drawing you
closer each day, and the way
the sun shines through
your curtains in the morning.
Call it what you will, if you listen
you will hear a warning,
whispered or shouted:
Heed me;
slow down;
be more selfish; and
honor the luminous light
glazing the shimmering,
glassine surfaces of
the sacred temple
that is you. This,
call it what you will, is
the trick, the secret, the answer
to every question ever asked.
(c) 2014, by Hannah Six