My habit was hard
to break with
every hour
that passed I yearned
more
to commit reclaim
the mistake I’d made
before and never
would live down so hard
to break
that waking dream
the inadvertent glance
the furtive check and check
and maybe now
but no
more
forgetting a blue landscape
bittersweet as grandma’s hands
so small and cool
and papery fallen
rose petals or a letter
perhaps reread refolded
a hundred times
more
tiny rivulets of blame clear
and cold as nails trace
figure-eights into the glass
otherwise opaque you see
before you come that
faint movement
of your hand I know
this break
and hard I know it
more
(c) 2019, by Hannah Six
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